In a back and forth conversation, I finally sighed and said, “I know God is a good Father.”
“Oh yeah,” she spit out, “then where was He when my dad raped me? Can you answer that?”
Tough question, right?
And what’s really tough is that the person is a Christian. But yet, the person has always struggled with believing God loves her… and that He really is a good God.
This is not a unique situation. In fact, a large percentage of Christians have had terrible things happen to them which hinder their relationships with the Father. They may attend great churches. They may know the comforting presence of the Holy Spirit. They may say all the right things at the right time. They may even wear picture-perfect Christian smiles on their public faces.
But yet, in their heart of hearts, they don’t really believe God is a good God or that He loves them. For after all, why did He allow my dad to rape me? Or my baby to die? Or my spouse to reject me? Or why am I hungry? Or why am I penniless?
Sometimes, there are just no easy answers for why terrible things happen to people. A book or ministry may help a little bit, but let’s be honest, okay?
These believers need a first-hand revelation from the throne of God that the Father is head over heels in love with them. That He absolutely, positively loves each one of them.
And guess what?
Without the help of a ministry or church, the Father is going to reveal Himself and His love through dreams, visions and divine appearances to countless thousands of such hurting people.
One moment, they will have nagging doubts about the Father; and the next, they will be testimonies of the Father’s goodness and lovingkindness.
It will be a sovereign move of deliverance straight out of the Father’s heart.
For thus says the Lord: “… I will seek out My sheep and deliver them from all the places where they were scattered on a cloudy and dark day. (Ezekiel 34:11-12)
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