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Learn How to Pray Effectively in 59 Seconds or Less (Part 3)

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“If you need someone to agree with you in prayer according to Matthew 18:19, find a young child who has just become a Christian and pray with him,” said a pastor.

“Why?” I asked.

“Because he will have true child-like faith and will actually believe God will answer your prayers.”

I did not think much about the pastor’s words at the time, but over the years, I have often reflected on them. It’s a sad commentary on our faith.

Then the disciples came to Jesus privately and said, “Why could we not cast it out?” He said to them, “Because of your little faith. For truly, I say to you, if you have faith like a grain of mustard seed, you will say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to there,’ and it will move, and nothing will be impossible for you.” (Matthew 17:19-20)

Almost all of us Christians have misinterpreted Jesus’ mustard seed analogy.

Yes, the mustard seed was the smallest of seeds, but it had just one goal: to become the tallest bush in the garden, growing to a height of ten feet in a single season. Every moment of every day, a mustard seed awaited the proper amount of light and water so it would become the tallest bush in the garden. It never let go of its genetic promises and could lie dormant for over sixty years before bursting forth into its full destiny if the proper growing conditions were met.

Jesus was not referring to itsy-bitsy faith to move mountains, but rather, whole-hearted, one hundred percent faith, which was willing to die before letting go of its promises.

So, if we want to be effective with our prayers, we need to increase our faith. How can we do that?

(Continued in Part 4)

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Inside Israel

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           Once again, it’s time to hear from our sister in Jerusalem about what she is witnessing there as a believer in Yeshua. Put your prayer shawls on and pray for Israel and Sister J. Now here she is …

Part 1.

In the midst of some huge crises here in Israel, in neighboring countries, and further abroad, I would like to share with you today about a wedding.

This isn’t very spiritual, but it sure sets the scene.  I do not encourage any of you to watch it, but there is a movie from back in the 1970s called Little Big Man, which has often come to mind as a close parallel to my life.  That makes sense if you have seen the movie because of the wild situations Dustin Hoffman found himself in the story. Like Hoffman, I find myself in some of the most unlikely situations. Well, that is what I thought about while my husband and I were being driven at high speeds by our son-in-law in the wedding car on Jerusalem Highway 1 heading to a huge wedding. And yes, we were late.

Now, my husband and I had never ridden in a wedding car before that day.

Where I grew up the cars were decorated with tin cans and had “Just Married” written across the back window, usually in shaving lotion. In Israel, the wedding cars are decorated with veils, huge bows and flowers and lots of ribbon.  Everyone strains to see the bride and groom inside.  In this case I am sure they were surprised to see a rather diminutive OLD couple.

Back up. So, how did we get into this position, and who was getting married?

Well, I told you that my son-in-law is the oldest of 14 children in a very religious Haradi family.

As I have explained before, Jews are generally divided into two ethnic groups: Ashkenazi and Sephardic. The Ashkenazi were dispersed following the Babylonian captivity into the European and Western nations while the Sephardic were dispersed into the Asian, African and Spanish speaking nations.

The Ashkenazi developed Yiddish as a common language spoken between countries and the Sephardic had a common language called Ladino.  My mother was Ashkenazi and my father was Sephardic.  That is known in Jerusalem as a “mixed marriage.”

Our son-in-law’s family is Sephardic, coming from Algeria to France and then finally here.  The two groups usually have different customs and synagogues even within the distinctions of orthodox, conservative or reformed.

It IS hard to explain without getting you MORE confused.

They also generally support different political parties, which have their own rabbinical sages.  The orthodox Haradi Sephardic party is SHAS and our son-in-law’s brother was marrying the leader’s daughter.  This was BIG!

There were over 1,000 people at the wedding and I would not hesitate to venture a guess that I was the only believer.  Besides all of the political leaders, there were chief rabbis, sages and scribes, all identified by different ceremonial garb.

Photos of wedding can be seen here.

 

Part 2.

I must admit that I laughed as I opened a few responses to Part 1. There was one collective question: Where were the WOMEN? Where was the BRIDE?

My original intent in sharing about this wedding was exactly to share some of the interesting differences that you likely won’t see at a western wedding.  Although many things have changed throughout the millennia, but others haven’t changed much.

In the orthodox traditions, men and women are separated.  The women are kept from the eyes of men so the men can avoid temptation and distraction.

I am so thankful for The Holy Spirit Who leads us into clean paths.  Years ago, the Holy Spirit began teaching me that holiness was more than not sinning.  If I guard myself from all temptation so that I do not fall into sin, I may open the door to legalism.

He showed me that the purifying work of The Holy Spirit takes place in the hidden rooms of the heart, replacing my nature with His, so that He in me is repulsed by the sin that my flesh loved.  Entering into victory is a work of His Spirit and so, of course, we flee temptation.

But that evening we were separated into different areas for the reception, by a thick curtain. Men on one side and women on the other.  The dancing is traditional circle dances. Women with women and men with men. The dancing men were displayed on a large screen on the women’s side, but the women were not displayed.

I must back up a bit though.

The wedding itself took place outside at the traditional time: just before or just after sunset. It was under the chuppa.  a wedding canopy held by 4 poles and often the poles are held by 4 young men.  I looked around at the crowd and was afraid that I was the only woman present aside from those in the wedding party, but I spotted a few others scattered around. So I felt safe about staying.

This wedding took place the night before our Knesset elected a new Israeli President for the country, but even though it was such an important political event, I was saddened that during the ceremony itself, few of the distinguished guests were praying or paying attention. They spoke with one another or on cell phones. It grieved my heart as the political wheeling and dealing swirled around me. So I prayed.

There are 7 blessings read at the end of the ceremony. Famous rabbis and sages proclaimed these blessings for the couple.  The groom broke the wine glass, sealing the covenant, and more rabbis examined the papers of the couple before signing the ketuba or wedding contract between the couple and before God.

The happy couple and their families finally came down from the chuppa to shouts of “mazel tov” (good luck). But the couple did not yet join the guests, as it was necessary for them to first consummate the marriage before being presented to the waiting guests.  If it is necessary for the marriage to be annulled, it is my understanding that it would happen at this time.  There is a separate little room for the couple to go to while the wedding guests wait.

When the bride and groom emerge, the rejoicing and dancing begin, and it is a most joyful time.

Sephardic tradition is known for its passion, warmth and fiery emotions, whereas Ashkenazim are known for more reserved, intellectual, and cultured ways.  The wedding atmosphere displayed this somewhat.  A few years back there was a HUGE wedding here in Jerusalem in the Ashkenazi Orthodox community.  (You can see it here.)

If I remember correctly there were more then 25,000 people at that one.

So, to answer your question:  the women and the bride WERE there, but you won’t see their photographs.

 

Right now we are praying that the 3 kidnapped teens will live and return to be blessed at weddings of their own in the future.

I share about these issues because I write to a wide variety of brethren, some very knowledgeable about world events and others less so.  Thank you for your patience.  There are many prayer gatherings here for the safe return of these three, nationally, on smaller group levels and in our Knesset.  The worldview, sadly, is decidedly different.  One such opinion can be seen here.

In the years that I have lived here, I have watched the fulfillment of scriptural prophecy progress rapidly, and things that appeared far off just a few years ago now seem to be knocking on the door.  Israel standing alone seems far more real in spite of wonderful pockets of believers who know and stand with us, recognizing God’s purposes. But from my perspective in Jerusalem, it seems the groups are getting smaller and smaller.

There seemed to me to be a time of grace and learning and opening of doors of hearts and understanding, but time has so sped up that suddenly we may be shocked to look around and find ourselves in a completely different, hostile environment.

Brothers and Sisters, I have such a sense of our need for watchfulness.  When I say that, I believe that it means us individually.  If we are watching, He is well able to show us the larger picture as need be for each of us. IF our hearts are steadfastly watching and waiting, we can be prepared to be used by Him at a moment’s notice.

Oops…I turned melancholy again.  Not really melancholy, but serious.  My portion is to share what I witness.  Thank you for looking through my window.  I send much love.

Your sis in Jerusalem, the pressure cooker at the center of the world,

J

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If We’re All Created In God’s Image, Why Must Gays Change? (Part 1)

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I recently read an eye-opening article by an ex-ex-gay entitled, To Straight and Back. The author, John Paulk, now a food caterer in Portland, Oregon, related his journey from being gay to being straight to being gay again. The article was framed around a recent statement by a possible Republican presidential candidate:

“I may have the genetic coding that I’m inclined to be an alcoholic, but I have the desire not to do that, and I look at the homosexual issue the same way.” (Texas Gov. Rick Perry, June 12, 2014)

John Paulk told how he became despondent and almost suicidal when he was in his mid-20s. He went to a campus pastor at Ohio State University and said, “God can’t love me because I’m gay.”

The pastor stated that God could love Paulk, but that God would not be pleased with him if he continued in his gay lifestyle. Young Paulk wanted to please God.

So, Paulk joined Exodus, a ministry that believed gays could be changed through strong determination and a relationship with Jesus Christ. He went through a year-long residential program called “Steps Out of Homosexuality.” The twelve-man group lived together, ate together, attended church together, and studied the Bible together.

At Exodus, Paulk met Anne, a former lesbian. They fell in love, were married, and had three sons.

The couple wrote a book: Love Won Out: How God’s Love Helped 2 People Leave Homosexuality and Find Each OtherPaulk became a manager and speaker for Focus on the Family’s Homosexuality and Gender Division and also Chairman of the board for Exodus International.

In 2000, all of this came crashing down, when John Paulk was photographed leaving a gay bar in Washington, D. C. He then dropped out of sight, hoping to protect his family and start a new business in Portland.

But Paulk couldn’t shake his loneliness. He went to a Christian therapist who told Paulk that he was “on a journey of self-discovery” and that he didn’t have to change fundamentally who he was to be acceptable to God. Paulk embraced the therapist’s words and became a gay again.

Paulk wrote:

As long as this widespread misunderstanding in the straight world about homosexuality persists, that it is a choice or a “lifestyle,” as Perry put it, not only will we never be fully accepted by society, some of us will remain unable to accept ourselves. It’s internalized homophobia: you hate what you are. It is a form of self-inflicted torture that has haunted me my entire life, and I do not want young gay women and men today to go through what I went through. I want to tell them—and Rick Perry: We are not broken, damaged, inferior or throwaways. We are created in the image of God—just like everyone else. (To Straight and Back, Politico Magazine, June 19, 2014.

My series is not written to criticize John Paulk − in fact, may the Lord bless him and his family − but it is written for us Christians to understand where gays are coming from and what we need to do.

(Continued in Part 2)

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Tuesday’s Prayers for America (6/10/2014)

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“You are that man!” Nathan said to David.

I have often been there. So I know what it is like to have the Holy Spirit point out my hypocrisy and sin. I understand just how crushed David felt when Nathan confronted him with the murder of Uriah and his adultery with Bathsheba.

Oh, I may not have committed murder or adultery, but like David, I knew that I had sinned against the Lord. It sickened me to realize how easily I forgot all the Lord had done for me and how simple it was to fall into temptation and then into sin.

Today, I prayed:

Lord, I pray that we American Christians recognize our rebellion so that it haunts us day and night. Help us to realize we have sinned against You and have done what is evil in your sight. Then, give us a broken and repentant heart before You. (Based on Psalm 51:3-4, 17)

What do you think and has the Lord spoken to you today?

Join with me on Tuesdays to fast and pray for America.

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Learn How to Pray Effectively in 59 Seconds or Less (Part 2)

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Captain Edward Smith hurried along the deck to the RMS Titanic’s bridge. His face revealed the anguish he felt on that cold night in 1912.

“Captain, Captain,” shouted a passenger rushing toward him.

“Yes,” said the Captain.

“How does it look?”

“It’s time for us to pray.”

“Oh Lord!” proclaimed the passenger. “Has it come down to that?”

This is a fictional adaptation of a stressful moment in history, but I think it reflects how most of us regard prayer: a last resort option when every other alternative has been crossed off our lists.

Let’s say, the average Christian goes to his physician for a checkup. The doctor runs a few tests and discovers the believer has an inoperable, rapid-growing cancer. “Sorry, you have less than three months to live. You had better get your affairs in order,” he says.

Even though Jesus still answers prayers. Even though Jesus is still the Living Word. Even though Jesus is still the Healer. The odds are about 99 to 1 the believer will soon die.

Why?

The average believer will develop everything in his journey with the Lord, except prayer. He will know all the words to the latest Hillsong worship song. He will read all of the top Christian books. He will post the catchiest sayings on Facebook. He will attend a good church where he faithfully gives offerings. He will support his pastor and sit in the amen corner. He will add his name to prayer chains and will be prayed for by anyone who might have a gift of healing.

Yet, the odds will still be 99 to 1 that he will soon die.

To pray effectively, we must move prayer to the top of our daily lists and not use it as a last resort when all else fails.

(P.S Just so everyone knows: I am not against doctors or medical aid.)

(Continued in Part 3)

 

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Inside Israel

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Once again, it’s time to hear from our sister in Jerusalem about what she is witnessing there as a believer in Yeshua. Put your prayer shawls on and pray for Israel and Sister J. Now here she is …

Shavuot – 3-4June.2014

Greetings dear brothers and sisters,

Only by His grace will He be glorified and only by His grace will this bring you any blessing and encouragement.  Lord, thank you for Your grace… so much more intricate and precious then we can imagine.

Shavuot begins in a few more hours, at sundown tonight. It is one of the three High holy days that God commanded all of the males of the tribes of Israel to “Come up to Jerusalem” and present themselves before Him.  So many times, both in the Gospels, in Acts, and in the letters, we read about Jesus or the disciples “Going up to Jerusalem” for the feast.  It was a scriptural command that remains in tact for the Jews of today, and is obeyed by the religious and many less religious.

My favorite scripture specifically about Shavuot is found in Deuteronomy 26:1-11 –

             “and it shall be, when you come into the land which the Lord your God is giving you as an inheritance, and you possess it and dwell in it, that you shall take some of the first of all the produce of the ground, which the Lord your God is giving you, and put it in a basket and go to the place where the Lord your God chooses to make His name abide.  And you shall go to the one who is priest in those days, and say to him, ‘I declare today to the Lord your God that I have come to the country which the Lord swore to our fathers to give us.’

            Then the priest shall take the basket out of your hand and set it down before the alter of the Lord your God.  And you shall answer and say before the Lord your God:  ‘My father was a Syrian, about to perish, and he went down to Egypt and dwelt there, few in number; and there he became a nation, great, mighty, and populous.  But the Egyptians mistreated us, afflicted us, and laid hard bondage on us.  Then we cried out to the Lord God of our fathers, and the Lord heard our voice and looked on our affliction and our labor and our oppression.  So the Lord brought us out of Egypt with a mighty hand and with an outstretched arm, with great terror and with signs and wonders.  He has brought us to this place and has given us this land, a land flowing with milk and honey; and now, behold, I have brought the firstfruits of the land which you, O Lord, have given me.’

            Then you shall set it before the Lord your God and worship before the Lord your God.  So you shall rejoice in every good thing which the Lord your God has given you and your house, you and the Levite and the stranger who is among you.”

We also read:

Leviticus 21:15-16, 21  “You shall count for yourselves — from the day after the Shabbat, from the day when you bring the Omer of the waving — seven Shabbats, they shall be complete. Until the day after the seventh sabbath you shall count, fifty days… You shall convoke on this very day — there shall be a holy convocation for yourselves — you shall do no laborious work; it is an eternal decree in your dwelling places for your generations. “

This is really the end of Passover.  After the eating of matzo, the people are commanded to begin counting the omer for 50 days (omer being the ripened grain within the husk). A week of weeks and that is where the name Shavuot or “weeks” comes from.  Many actually abstain from eating wheat from the beginning of Passover until the presenting of the new harvest before The Lord and thanking Him for it on Shavuot.

But Shavuot is celebrated by the church worldwide as well.  It is known as Pentecost. (The word ‘Pentecost’ meaning 50 days)  That is why it is written in Acts 2:1

“When the Day of Pentecost had fully come, they were all with one accord in one place…v.5 And there were dwelling in Jerusalem Jews, devout men, from every nation under heaven…”

They were dwelling there temporarily, just like today, when devout Jews come from around the world to Jerusalem to bring their offering and fulfill the command.

When I first read about Pentecost in the light of the scriptures about Shavuot, it thrilled me.  The Holy Sprit given, the fulfillment of time − just as the end of the counting of the omer is the fulfillment of time and the ripening of the grain within the husk.  Oh the plans of The Lord are so intricately beautiful, even in our small glimpses.  May His Holy Spirit – our Teacher Who has promised to lead us into all Truth – give us understanding and help us to rejoice before Him with an offering of firstfruits, for His glory.

I don’t know how today’s traditions evolved, but it is a day when those who observe Shavuot generally wear white and eat dairy.  It is the time for commemorating the day that the Torah or the Law was given to Moses on Mt. Sinai. So perhaps the white represents the pure milk of The Word, and thus the dairy food and white clothing coupled with study groups.

Our prayer is that these groups will return to studying Scripture, for as it stands now, it generally isn’t.  These study groups have actually evolved into a very interesting thing.  Twenty years ago, when we came, the religious had a monopoly on them.  Long processions of seekers, dressed in white, would wind their way through the Old City streets to the wall, the night gently lit by old-fashioned torches that they carried on the way.  They would sit all night and all of the next day in front of the western wall of Solomon’s temple, studying, reading, and praying.

Over the past few years, many of the religious started to reach out to the more secular. They hold study groups all over the country, in homes, schools, parks, any area.  Not to be outdone, many secular leaders began holding their own study groups and the subjects began to vary until there are really some far fetched ones out there.

One year my boss (a Doctor) told me that he had studied with a large group of doctors – debating different philosophies applied in modern medicine in the light of Torah (example; extending life by machines, issues concerning suffering, etc.).

To read more about how Shavuot is observed there are many sites to google and there is always https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shavuot. I simply love reading what God says in His Word.

I challenged my boss this year; “Why don’t you study the Prophet Ezekiel this year?” I asked.

He looked puzzled.  “Will you?” he asked me.

“Sounds good to me, ok,” I answered.

So, it looks like I will do just that. I pray that the Lord will start stirring my boss’ hungry heart to just READ THE WORD!  And MANY hungry hearts, for there truly are many.

One thing that I learn daily as I look into His Word, is that there is ALWAYS room at the Cross for me AND for everyone else.  God bless you as you seek Him.

Lovingly,

your sis J

 

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Friday’s Prayers for Prisoners (6/6/2014)

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Why does God allow evil to exist on earth? And for that matter, why does He allow evil governments like North Korea to exist?

What if I told you that God has no choice and that He has to allow evil to exist on earth?

It’s true that God is the sovereign King and Ruler of all creation, but there is one big exception for now: our world. Satan is the god of this world. We are stuck with this harsh reality because God made a covenant with man through Adam, which was declared null and void when Adam sinned. Earth then fell under an angelic form of government ruled by Satan.

But thank God, we believers now have a new covenant and a new kingdom that is not of this world. The Kingdom of God is not an external one for all to see, but lives inside each believer. It will never be shaken or overturned.

Our King, who lives within us, has all authority and power and has called us to be His ambassadors of change on earth.

So, if we want to see change on earth, let’s quit waiting for God to do something first. He has already supplied us with everything we need.

“God does nothing but in answer to prayer.” (John Wesley, 1703-1791)

Today I prayed:

Lord, help us to believe that You can do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that works in us. (Based on Ephesians 3:19)

What do you think and has the Lord spoken to you?

Join with me on Fridays to fast and pray for prisoners, according to Hebrews 13:3.

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Tuesday’s Prayers for America (6/3/2014)

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A heavy snowstorm slammed Louisville one winter evening when our clothes needed to be washed. Carol wanted to first watch a movie before tackling the washing chores, but I didn’t. She begged me to wait, but I shook my head, trudging back and forth to the laundry through the storm and its seven inches of snow.

Each time I returned to the cozy comfort of the room, there she sat on the bed, enjoying herself, eating popcorn, and watching the movie. But good old Larry, slave and martyr for the Holy Cause, kept on kicking the can down the road.

The movie ended at the same time I finished. Carol looked at me.

“Honey, did the Lord speak to you while you were washing clothes?” she said.

“No, but the devil did.”

“Really?”

“Yes, and to be honest with you, not everything he says is an untruth.”

“What?”

“That’s right! He told me I would always have to be your slave, doing the hard labor while you watched movies and took it easy. I think he’s right on the money, honey.”

This incident ended up being another opportune time for me to repent of my attitudes toward my wife.

(The above is an excerpt from my memoir, The Hunt for Larry Who, Amazon eBook,  © 2014 by Larry Nevenhoven)

Today, I prayed:

Lord, I pray we American believers walk in humility, gentleness, and patience, bearing with one another in love, and eager to maintain the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace. If we have a complaints against other people, I pray we forgive them as the Lord has forgiven us. (Based on Ephesians 4:2-3 and Colossians 3:13)

What do you think and has the Lord spoken to you?

Join with me on Tuesdays to fast and pray for America.

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Learn How to Pray Effectively in 59 Seconds or Less (Part 1)

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Forgive me. The title is a little misleading, but maybe we can work past this and my other flaws in the weeks ahead. Just give me a try, okay?

On May 20, 1985, I gave my life to Jesus on a bathroom floor. My eighteen years of being a devout agnostic were cleansed by the blood of Jesus. I then became a new creation.

The following morning, I arose early and walked into the family room. There I sat down on the sofa. It seemed like I needed to pray, but how? I wasn’t sure.

I prayed something like this: “Lord, bless my wife. Bless my son. Bless my daughter…” And so forth for my family and friends.

Were my prayers effective? Yes, I am sure they were. You see, our Lord meets us where we are in our Christian journeys and encourages us to grow from there.

This reminds me of a great fictional story.

A bishop was on a long cruise, but he discovered the ship was sailing past a small island where two illiterate believers lived. Numerous sailors had reported about the miracles, signs, and wonders performed by the men. The bishop convinced the captain to anchor the ship for a few hours at the island.

The bishop went ashore and met the two men. All shook hands and introduced themselves.

“Can you show me how you pray?” asked the bishop.

“Oh,” said one man, “we just pray, ‘Bless him, Jesus’ and miracles then happen.”

The bishop shook his head. “You need teaching. Your prayers are limited and much too shallow.”

The bishop spent the next three hours teaching the two men the fundamentals of prayer according to proper evangelical standards. As soon as he finished, he sailed away on the ship.

Later that night, the bishop stood on deck gazing at the moon and its reflections upon the sea. Then he heard, “Hey, bishop. Hey, bishop.”

He looked to the right and saw the two illiterate men running alongside the ship on the water. “Bishop, can you tell us again what comes after ‘Our Father which art in heaven?'” yelled one of the men.

Those of you who are not seeing miracles, signs, wonders, breakthroughs and also not running on water as yet, stop by again.

(Continued in Part 2)

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Inside Israel

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Once again, it’s time to hear from our sister in Jerusalem about what she is witnessing there as a believer in Yeshua. Put your prayer shawls on and pray for Israel and Sister J. Now here she is …

Blessings with Love in The precious Name above all names, Yeshua h’meshiach, Jesus Christ.  May HE be blessed and glorified and may you be edified, blessed and found of Him in His peace.

Whew!

The Pope came and went and it was QUITE a study in Jewish psychology to see and hear the responses.  Yesterday, the streets were empty in my part of Jerusalem.  We went shopping in Talpiot, a neighborhood in the South East of the city that is usually booming with people, but we just zipped through empty streets and stores.

TODAY, on the other hand, the streets and stores are full and happy.  Tonight begins JERUSALEM DAY, marking the anniversary of that mystical, miraculous, wonderful day in 1967 when suddenly Israel found Jerusalem in our hands again, for the first time in 2,000 years. The wonder of it does not cease to amaze me, although the world tries its best to at least put a damper on the joy.  May they not win, but may their eyes be open to come and share in the rejoicing.

AND dairy products are being bought by the ton as women begin to bake and bake and BAKE, mostly cheesecakes. Yep, in preparation for Shavuot (Pentecost) which arrives next Tuesday night: Shavuot being one of the THREE high holy days during which God commanded all the men of Israel to come up to Jerusalem and rejoice before Him at the temple.  Shavuot was NOT commanded to be a sacrifice of milk (although you might think so by the tradition of eating only milk products and dressing in white), but to present the first loaves of bread baked with grain from the new harvest, as a wave offering with thanksgiving to the priest.

Ok. That was the introduction.  Now to elaborate:

Two other popes have visited us since we have lived here. In both of those cases there was actually quite a bit of excitement and curiosity within Israel among the Jews.  Now please understand: I am trying to describe something that might be hard to grasp for many of you.  This calls for a very quick, and very inadequate history lesson given by me…NOT an authority, but only sharing what I know as a Jew and from my own experiences.

Even today, most Jews do not REALLY know the difference (or think that there is any) between Catholics, Protestants, other orthodox sects and even Mormonism for that matter.  The history of relations between Catholics and Jews goes back to the Roman destruction of the temple, the dispersion and the separation of the early Church (about 120 years after it’s inception, I believe) from the original Jewish believers.

Persecution grew and continued growing with the Church of those days establishing that Jews were cursed of God as Christ killers. OF COURSE there has ALWAYS been a remnant that knew and understood the ways of God and sought Him, but I am sharing from the perspective of non-believing Jews.  On came the Inquisition, pogroms, countless banishments and dispersions.

When I was a child I recall being accosted by three of my small girlfriends, Roman Catholics, on their communion day, in their white dresses, telling me that I had killed Jesus.  Let’s put it this way − relations between Catholics and Jews were not good.

However, in 1948 with the establishment of the modern State of Israel, a problem was posed. If the Jews were cursed with no chance of redemption, how did THIS happen? Well, I’m not an authority on the Catholic church nor desire to become one, but there has been since 1948 a roadway of dialogue and reconciliation.

Ok.  Let’s get on with it.  This pope is not perceived as someone who likes Israel.  The other two were.  There was a great deal of nervousness on the part of most Israelis about his coming.  He was going to Jordan first and then arriving in the Palestinian Authority by way of Beit Lechem (Bethlehem), circumventing Israel.

Only after that would he come to Israel.  He has an obvious dislike for our Prime Minister and prefers to speak to President Peres, the very liberal figurehead of the country who is NOT supposed to have any political influence.  In the midst of this, a growing number of angry Jewish youth from the settlement movement on our political right have been carrying out “price tag attacks” and vandalizing Palestinian and Israeli Arab property, often leaving very hurtful graffiti at random every time a Jewish community or home is destroyed as illegal. (I suspect that you don’t hear of such things in the press, but only about the demolition of illegal Arab housing, right?).  There have been recent such attacks against some churches and there was fear that the Pope might be targeted.

THIS IS MY POINT:  I was shocked and moved by the reaction of the people from my vantage point in Jerusalem during this visit.  As I said, streets were deserted.  People on the bus or train were all looking downward and they looked sad.  I asked The Lord, “What is this?”

As I looked I realized that I was seeing the face of shame.  The impression that I got was not that this was the sort of shame that leads to repentance, but the shame that comes from condemnation.  I didn’t expect that, but I saw downtrodden souls.  I saw a people ashamed that they exist and I KNOW that feeling. I remember it well.  I am so thankful to be FREE from it, completely, in Yeshua, but I do remember the feeling.  It was a feeling that my very existence, as a Jew, was repulsive to the world and a mistake. I could do nothing right, and that just when I THOUGHT I was doing something right, I would then find out I was wrong. My fault again!  The world would be better without me.

This is what I saw around me and the people hid in their houses.  Oh, you could say that we were warned of traffic jams and told that there would be disruptions, but I have REALLY seen enough of those over the past 20 years to know that it rarely keeps people inside.

The pope left and was not injured while he was here, thankfully, and there was a collective sigh of relief.

And things were DIFFERENT this morning on the train. The train was JAMMED with young people in their 20s, huge backpacks and sun tanned faces, long walking sticks and smiles.  “Are you here for Jerusalem Day?”  I asked one of them.

“We are walking the Israel Trail, but wanted to be in Jerusalem for the celebrations.  Those over there have walked from the North for Jerusalem Day.”

A young man smiled. “Well, we have only been walking for 2 days,” he said apologetically.

An older man sitting across from me also enjoyed them. “So why are you on the train? Get out and walk.”

The joy caught on and I looked around at the people who had fought in the siege of Jerusalem, at those who had heard the shofar sound at the Western Wall, and at those who read the Psalm with such wonder: “Our feet are standing within your gates O Jerusalem….”

Jerusalem is a mystery.  We did not intend to live in Jerusalem when we made aliyah. We intended to live in the country, NOT a city and certainly NOT Jerusalem.  But I have found that what is said of her is true: “No one can choose to live in Jerusalem…Jerusalem chooses who she will.”

In the Psalms, the “song’s of ascent” are the Psalms that are (and were) sung as the tribes went up to Jerusalem at the appointed times.  I understand that in 1967 when it was heard that Jerusalem was in our hands that the people were told to stay away at first because the war was so difficult and no one knew if it was really over. But the people could not be stopped. They just began walking and kept walking from all over the country and every direction they came up to Jerusalem.

I love to listen to the stories told of that day among our patients.  One lived under the old city wall, (many poor people lived under the wall) but had never been inside the old city.  Her mother told her, “Tamima.  Stay down!  Do not go out!” But she said that she heard OUR soldiers and she just ran out and followed them.

Sari Sapir was a young reporter and followed the troops in.  She saw a very large ancient key fall to the ground and picked it up and ran after the Arab who dropped it saying, “Sir, sir! You dropped your key!”

The Lord had put such a fear into them that they ran when they didn’t need to.  She showed me the key once when I was at her house, about a foot long. How ancient it is I cannot venture to guess.

Tomorrow there will be dancing.  They call it “the flag dance” as the streets will be full of people dancing with the flag. I love Jerusalem day.  I love the feeling of delight at something so much bigger then us, something that God hath done.

What will be tomorrow?  We do not know.  Not with this city that the world wants to divide − the stone of stumbling and the rock of offense, the place that God chose to put His Name.  Why?  Because.

Jerusalem day approaches.

As does Shavuot a week from tonight.

 

ANSWERS TO PRAYERS:  Thank you SO much, those of you who took up the burden that I shared with you in my last email concerning the stillborn Baby and parents so new at seeking Him.  And for my daughter…

My daughter told me that the funeral was completely centered on The Lord and that the Mother picked out worship songs to be played.  They are turning to HIM for comfort.  Our daughter had an unexpected outpouring of love from friends, world wide who didn’t even know about what was going on.  It was unprecedented for her and it riveted her attention on Him and she was availed of the strength and provision that He had for her.  I want to give HIM glory for answered prayer and to thank you so very much for your love in His Spirit.

I also want to say before I close that my words are not polished, and I am neither a prophet, teacher nor an expert in anything, but the words are an offering to Him and my sole intent is to glorify Him and bless the body as a witness in a place that most of you can not live in.  I want to be faithful in what He has called me to do but I am aware that my limitations might bring offense to someone sometime.  I am open to challenges or criticisms in His Spirit, so if I do offend you, please tell me how.  May we all be found faithful and walking more and more in His Light and His Truth as we see the day rapidly approaching.

Lovingly,

your sister J

 

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