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What’s Your Option “A” for Healing? (Part 13)

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And He called the twelve together, and gave them power and authority over all the demons and to heal diseases. And He sent them out to proclaim the kingdom of God and to perform healing. (Luke 9: 1-2)

Let’s check out a few things before we move on, okay?

Why did Jesus have to call the twelve disciples to a special meeting?

Because the twelve disciples did not spend twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week with Him. In between times with the Lord, the disciples went to their homes and worked. Peter, Andrew, James and John were fishermen and owned boats. Peter was married.

The twelve disciples were real people just like you and me. They had to balance their everyday lives with their callings.

When did this sending out of the twelve disciples by the Lord take place?

This event in Luke 9 took place before the Holy Spirit was given to all men. This means that, like the prophets or priests of the Old Testament, the Holy Spirit came upon men to anoint them for special service, but did not live in them on a permanent basis.

So, just consider how much better equipped we believers are today than these twelve disciples were, when they were sent out by Jesus in Luke 9. We have the Helper, the Holy Spirit, living within us. In fact, Jesus said:

But I tell you the truth, it is to your advantage that I go away; for if I do not go away, the Helper will not come to you; but if I go, I will send Him to you. (John 16:7)

Paul said this about our Helper:

But we have this treasure in earthen vessels, so that the surpassing greatness of the power will be of God and not from ourselves. (2 Corinthians 4:7)

And John said:

You are from God, little children, and have overcome them; because greater is He who is in you than he who is in the world. (1 John 4:4)

Today, we believers have the advantage, a treasure and the greater One living in us.

What Bible version did the twelve disciples carry with them on their journeys?

Yes, this is a silly question, right? Because there were no Bibles as yet. And the Old Testament was written on numerous scrolls and if the disciples wanted to study Scripture, they had to go to the Temple or a synagogue and study there. As you can imagine, studying scripture was inconvenient for the disciples.

The disciples were real people like us, but they did not have the Helper or a Bible. So, what did the disciples have?

(Continued in Part 14)

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What’s Your Option “A” for Healing? (Part 11)

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The prophetess stopped preaching for a moment and pointed her finger at me. “God is doing, brother, a quick work in you…You are going to teach the word…” she prophesied.

My first thoughts were less than holy when I heard the prophecy. They were along the lines of: Yuck! A teacher! No way! Not me! Not ever!

This little scene occurred twenty-three years ago in a small Midwestern church. Unlike William Branham, I did not want to teach. My heroes were preachers like R.W. Schambach, Lester Sumrall, David Wilkerson and Leonard Ravenhill; I wanted to be like them and preach the word.

Isn’t it funny how it always seems that we want to be something other than what we are called to be?

This was especially true for me. That is, until the Lord took me down some long, bumpy roads and through some smelly swamps. Then,eventually a light switched on inside my thick skull and a revelation dawned on me: “Maybe the Lord knows best.”

Oh well! I’m sure you don’t struggle with your callings like I did, right?

Why is teaching so important?

If we look at all of the great healing ministries, what do we see? Now, I’m talking about the healing ministries of William Branham, Jack Coe, A.A. Allen, Oral Roberts, Kathryn Kuhlman, Benny Hinn and others. What do you see?

First, you see a big production. It’s almost like a Cecil B. DeMille epic picture with a cast of thousands. There is usually a choir, guest singers, warm-up preachers, crowd handlers, back-stage people, advertising and publicity workers, local church networks and countless other people. All of the massive production is held in a gigantic auditorium, huge stadium or under a large tent.

Second, you see a star. That star is the anointed man or the anointed woman who will make an appearance, stir up the gifts and do miracles.  Everyone looks to the star.

Just so you know, I’m not putting down these great ministries, I’m making an important point, okay?

The Lord uses forerunners and pioneers to draw attention to His purposes, but He does not want us to live in the early stages of His purposes. He wants us to receive a revelation from the forerunners and pioneers; and then allow this revelation to grow within each of us so that we can be His hands.

And He gave some as apostles, and some as prophets, and some as evangelists, and some as pastors and teachers, for the equipping of the saints for the work of service…(Ephesians 4:11-12)

Hello! Hello everybody! The apostles, prophets, evangelists, pastors and teachers are supposed to train the believers to do the healing miracles. And not do the work for the believers.

So, you ask, “How did Jesus train His disciples?”

Good question!

(Continued in Part 12)

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What’s Your Option “A” for Healing? (Part 10)

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…But the people who know their God shall prove themselves strong and shall stand firm and do exploits [for God]. (Daniel 11:32 AMP Version)

For nearly nine years, William Branham was the shining light of the Healing Revival. He walked in the prophet’s calling like no other person had been able to do since the early church. Signs, wonders, miracles and spiritual gifts flowed through him.

Then, as the Healing Revival’s fires died down, he started a teaching ministry. Why? What would cause him to leave his prophet’s calling and attempt to take up a new calling?

Gordan Lindsay asked Branham, “Why don’t you function where God wants you and manifest the gift God’s given you? Stay there! Don’t try to get over into another ministry.” Branham simply answered, “Yeah, but I want to teach,” said Branham. (Understanding the Anointing, Kenneth Hagin, 1983,

In his book, God’s Generals, Roberts Liardon wrote:

It is possible that through his prophetic gift, Branham saw the awakening of the teaching gift that would move on the earth through the Word of Faith Movement, which began in the late 1970’s. He obviously jumped ahead of its timing, perhaps hoping to regain his status as the leader of it….(God’s Generals, Roberts Liardon, Albury Publishing, pp. 335)

Maybe Liardon is correct in his speculation about Branham’s reasoning for attempting to be a teacher when he was not called to be one. But I have my own ideas on Branham’s reasoning…and who knows? Maybe there’s some validity to my speculation.

I believe William Branham and the other healing evangelists were forerunners and pioneers, much like Moses. They led the church through a wilderness of unbelief where signs, wonders and miracles were not really known to us Christians. These healing pioneers led us to the Jordan River, but most of them, like Moses, were not allowed to cross over. (There were a few Joshuas and Calebs, such as Kenneth Hagin and Oral Roberts, who crossed over, but not many.)

So, when the church crossed over the Jordan, what happened next?

For over fifty years, I believe the church has been in a Gilgal-like place, just as Israel was when it crossed over the Jordan River into the Promised Land. Gilgal has been a place of circumcision for the church. It has been a painful and frustrating time for us.

Yes, we’ve seen a few healing miracles over the years, but for the most part, healing miracles have just dribbled out of the River of Life on a here and there basis. And we believers have mostly watched our loved ones die and continue to suffer even though we have prayed for them, anointed them with oil and spoken prophetic words to them.

I believe William Branham saw today and the Move of God which is about to happen soon and it caused him to want to be a teacher.

Why teaching, huh?

(Continued in Part 11)

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What’s Your Option “A” for Healing? (Part 9)

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2. Strengthening Oneself (Physically).

In high school, I played football and suffered a knee injury which required surgery. Four years later, in college, I injured the other knee playing intramural football. It, too, required surgery.

Now, when I was young, middle age and arthritis seemed like a million years away. Won’t I stay young forever? I foolishly thought.

I paid no attention to work conditions. I just gritted my teeth and plowed through whatever pain I was suffering, knowing that four Ibuprofen tablets would relieve most of the pain so I could do it all over again the next day.

Then, at the age of 55, I could no longer jump an inch off the ground. Walking downstairs or upstairs was a painful experience. The years of climbing ladders as a painting contractor or walking on concrete for twelve hour shifts as a car salesman had destroyed what was left of the cartilage in both knees.

And arthritis? It was in my shoulders, elbows, knees and hips. Just standing up after sitting on a chair was a major undertaking filled with pain. And also, even though I was an easy going guy who hardly ever got upset, I was grumpy all the time. Constant nagging pain does that to a person.

Then what happened?

At the age of fifty-eight, Honey and I bought a home which had to be completely gutted and remodeled. I worked six months, tearing out walls, kitchen cabinets, bathrooms, carpet and whatever; and then redid everything. I even laid a thousand square feet of hardwood floors.

How could I endure all this work with bad knees and arthritis?

I felt that the Lord had whispered these words to my heart at the beginning of the project, “I will raise you up out of the remodeling.”

Did I suffer pain during the remodeling? Yes. But at the same time, there was an amazing grace that allowed me to endure it. It seems funny, right? Pain and grace being mentioned in the same context, but this is what happened to me.

It was three more years of agony and pain before a friend finally prayed for me. “Lord, you know what Larry needs, just do it for him now,” she prayed.

As you can see, it was not a pin-point, specific prayer, but rather a general one. But let me tell you, it was an effective prayer. All of my arthritis disappeared at once. It was gone!

Today, I am arthritis free, but I still have bad knees that cause me problems. So much so, that I quit exercising late last year, hoping rest would help the knees.

In January of this year, at sixty-four years of age,  I realized that I needed to quickly do something. My physical strength was rapidly dwindling. It was an all-out effort to lift a bag of groceries or walk upstairs.

Thus, I began power-walking, lifting weights, exercising and eating properly. After three months of this regimen, my strength is up 50-60% and my weight is down.

Do I still believe the Lord is going to heal me? Absolutely, yes! There is not a doubt in my mind, but sometimes, you have to go out to meet the Lord.

And there’s another reason why I am putting myself through this work-out and dieting discipline:

Therefore I run in such a way, as not without aim; I box in such a way, as not beating the air; but I discipline my body and make it my slave, so that, after I have preached to others, I myself will not be disqualified. (1 Corinthians 9: 26-27)

I have waited almost twenty-five years to be a part of a move of God and I don’t want to sit on the sidelines, watching others do the work.

(Continued in Part 10.)

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What’s Your Option “A” for Healing? (Part 8)

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…But the people who know their God shall prove themselves strong and shall stand firm and do exploits [for God]. (Daniel 11:32 AMP Version)

2. Strengthening Oneself (Spiritually).

Studying the word. Prayer. Fasting. These three exercises have to be a part of every believer’s life in order to build up his or her spiritual muscles, especially for a healing ministry.

But there is another characteristic which we must have to be spiritually strong:

And He has said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for power is perfected in weakness.” Most gladly, therefore, I will rather boast about my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may dwell in me. Therefore I am well content with weaknesses, with insults, with distresses, with persecutions, with difficulties, for Christ’s sake; for when I am weak, then I am strong. ( 2 Corinthians 12: 9)

The weakness mentioned in the above verses comes only through humility. And whether we like it or not, humility is not a characteristic quickly learned from How To- books or teaching seminars.

Humility is a Christ-like characteristic forged into a person while he (or she) goes through trials filled with countless insults, distresses, persecutions, difficulties and mistakes. And from these trials, he learns that if the Lord doesn’t show up to help him in any given  circumstance, he will be an utter failure.

But also, humility allows a believer to be content and at peace with this truth. After all, he (or she) knows that he can do nothing without the Lord; and thus is weak.

Now, William Branham was a humble man at the beginning of the Healing Revival. He was a quiet man who never really cared about money and was quite satisfied with an old pickup truck, a cabin and a fishing pole.

But Branham was the man for nine years. His ministry was the biggest, most well-known and had the greatest successes. Thousands of people had been saved and healed through his ministry.

So, when the Healing Revival fires died down (as all revivals do) in 1955, Branham struggled with  the dwindling crowds and the smaller numbers of miracles. He resisted change and continued onward with his large ministry, the huge financial overhead and even added a teaching element to his ministry.

Roberts Liardon wrote in his excellent book, God’s Generals:

“Instead of seeking the Lord for his place of ministry in the next move of God, Branham turned to radical doctrine and sensationalism…Everything he had stood for in the former days of ministry seemed to have escaped him. (God’s Generals, Albury Publishing, pp. 335)

For whatever reasons, William Branham ignored the changes the Lord wanted in his ministry, and he walked away from his greatest asset: humility. He somehow forgot that his ministry served at the will and pleasure of the Lord. Jesus is Boss!

But if you have any doubts that Branham and his gifts were the real deal, his last miracle might help to convince you:

In 1965, Branham and his wife were driving through Texas when their car was struck by a drunk driver. Branham’s son, who was in another car, quickly arrived at the scene and checked out his parents. Branham’s wife had no pulse and was dead. Branham had a faint pulse, broken bones and was unconscious.

Branham stirred for a moment. “Is Mom okay?” he asked.

“Dad, she’s dead,” his son replied.

“Just lay my hand on her,” Branham said.

The son laid his bloody hand on the woman. She instantly revived and lived. Branham went into a coma and died six days later.

So, how else should we strengthen ourselves?

(Continued in Part 9)

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What’s Your Option “A” for Healing? (Part 7)

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(1) Knowing God.

Before Jesus and His ministry arrived on the scene, how were Jewish believers healed?

Now there is in Jerusalem by the sheep gate a pool, which is called in Hebrew Bethesda, having five porticoes. In these lay a multitude of those who were sick, blind, lame, and withered, [waiting for the moving of the waters; for an angel of the Lord went down at certain seasons into the pool and stirred up the water; whoever than first, after the stirring up of the water, stepped in was made well from whatever disease with which he was afflicted.] (John 5: 2-4)

Approximately 450 years separated the prophet, Malachi, and the ministry of Jesus.  These are known as the silent years when no inspired prophet arose among the Jews. And without the Old Testament prophets, there were no healing ministries.

Yet, Jehovah Rapha kept his healing candle flickering in Jerusalem at the Pool of Bethesda. There, an angel of the Lord would periodically stir up the water, and whoever stepped into the pool first was supernaturally healed.

The odds of an individual sick person being healed at the pool were slim because hundreds of people were laying on the five porticoes, waiting for a chance to be healed.

So, think about this:  For every supernaturally healed person who shouted for joy at the Pool of Bethesda, there were tears, anguish, disappointment and cries from the many hundreds who were not healed.

Jesus walked into one of these porticoes during a feast.  Now, wouldn’t you think that this would have been a perfect time to hold a healing meeting? After all, the porticoes were filled with hundreds of desperate, hurting people.

But Jesus walked past and stepped over countless numbers of people to find one man. And just that one man, out of the hundreds laying there, received his healing from Jesus.

How could Jesus focus on one person and not be overwhelmed by all the suffering people at the Pool of Bethesda?

Truly, truly, I say to you, the Son can do nothing of Himself, unless it is something He sees the Father doing; for whatever the Father does, these things the Son also does in like manner. (John 5: 19)

Jesus intimately knew the Father, and the Father showed Jesus that just one person was to be healed by Him. And  Jesus was at peace with the Father’s decision.

This is an important revelation for everyone who has or will have a healing ministry.

We need to intimately know God, walk with him and only do what He wants us to do. Otherwise, we will end up like William Branham, overworked,  exhausted and sitting on the sidelines. Our hearts will be weighed down and tugged on by all the suffering people in the world.

Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light. (Matthew 11: 29 -30)

When William Branham returned to ministry in 1950, he prayed for sick people in a different manner than he did in 1946 and 1947. No longer did he push himself past his physical limits. Yet, he was just as successful.

If you have a calling to a healing ministry, spend time with the Lord and get to know Him now. So, you can run the race and finish the course the Lord has set before you.

(Continued in Part 8)

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What Is Your Option “A” for Healing? (Part 5)

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William Branham’s strength was that he walked in the spirit realm unlike any person since the Apostle Paul. So what was his weakness?

Branham’s weakness was that he walked in the spirit realm unlike any person since the Apostle Paul.

“Wait a minute,” you say, “how can his strength also be his weakness?”

No one could relate or understand what it was like to be William Branham in the 1940’s. He had sixty or seventy visions a day. In fact, he would have to force himself out of the spirit realm so that he could spend time with his wife and other people.

Before meetings, Branham fasted and prayed for three days. He granted no interviews before a night service. Other preachers handled the morning and afternoon services, allowing him time to prepare himself.

Then, at the evening service, Branham preached a short message before heading to the prayer line. Then, he would not do anything until he sensed his angel standing at his right side. After the angel’s arrival, his two gifts kicked in.

His left hand would vibrate and he would know the secrets of  people”s hearts.

For example, let’s say the sick person Branham was praying for had a sin which hindered the person’s healing.  Branham would know about the sin and turn aside to the person and whisper, “The Lord has shown me that you have sin which needs to be repented of before you can be healed.”

If the person refused to admit or repent of his sin, Branham would go a step farther and whisper something like, “Your sin is adultery and you need to repent of it.”

If the person still continued to deny his sin, Branham would press the issue even more by whispering something like, “The name of the woman was such and such. She’s your secretary. She wore a certain color of dress on this date. You need to repent.”

Branham was persistent and dogged when he prayed for people. He wanted them healed. His 35,000 miracles in 1947 attest to the success of his methods.

But all of the agonies of the suffering people weighed heavily on his heart so that he prayed for people until 2 AM in the morning. Night after night. He did not know when to stop. After all, he was the man of signs and wonders and there was no one else quite like him.

In 1948, Branham suffered a nervous breakdown. He was mentally and physically fatigued. His weight dropped considerably and rumors circulated that he was dying.

William Branham did not hold another major healing crusade until 1950.

Now these happened to them as an example, and they were written for our instruction, upon whom the ends of the ages have come. Therefore let him who thinks he stands take heed that he does not fall. (1 Corinthians 10: 11-12)

I believe William Branham was a forerunner for the upcoming apostolic move of God, much like Elijah was a forerunner for John the Baptist. And I believe we can learn some valuable lessons from his ministry which will help us in the new move of God.

(Continued in Part 6)

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What Is Your Option “A” for Healing? (Part 4)

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Almost all of the preachers in the Healing Revival (late 1940’s – 50’s) depended on their gifts of healing, gifts of faith, gifts of effecting of miracles,  plus their laying on of hands to produce healings for sick people. This was true for Kathryn Kuhlman, Oral Roberts, Kenneth Hagin, A. A. Allen and Jack Coe.

But this was not true for William Branham. He was a man of signs and wonders.

From his birth through his childhood until his salvation at twenty-one years of age, Branham had wild experiences. A whirling light at his birth. A voice speaking out of a rushing wind when he was a youth. A miraculous healing on his deathbed. A cross lit up on a shed’s wall at his salvation.

But none of those experiences matched the experience he had with an angel in 1946. The angel told Branham that he would have two gifts as signs for his healing ministry.

First, Branham would be able to detect diseases by a vibration in his left hand. The angel then instructed Branham that when he felt the vibrations, he was to pray for the person until the vibration went away. If the vibrations stopped, the person was healed. If not, he was to bless the person and walk away.

The second gift was a prophetic one. The angel said, “You will know the very secrets of their hearts. This they will hear.”

In the half hour visit, the angel told Branham about his healing ministry and that he would soon stand before thousands of people.

Without any money, preparation or proper clothing, Branham received a telegram the following Sunday evening from a pastor in St. Louis asking him to come and pray for the pastor’s daughter. Branham’s congregation gave an offering to him and a brother loaned a suit. He left later that same night on a train to St. Louis.

In St. Louis,  he saw the little girl at the pastor’s home, lying on a bed, her hands clawing her face and her voice hoarse from screaming. She had been tormented like this for three months.

Branham retired to a room to pray and seek the Lord. There he received his answer in a vision.

He returned to the girl’s room and waited for the conditions to match what he saw in the vision. When he prayed for the child according to the vision, the evil spirit left the child and she was healed. The young girl went on to have a normal childhood.

This was the beginning of the Healing Revival.

A few weeks later, Branham returned to St. Louis and held a twelve-day meeting. The tent was packed each night with thousands of people. A dead woman was raised up. A blind minister was healed; then the healings multiplied and grew beyond count.

For nine years, William Branham walked in a signs and wonder ministry. People were saved and healed by the thousands at his meetings.

…After it [the gospel] was at first spoken through the Lord, it was confirmed to us by those who heard, God also testifying with them, both by signs and wonders and by various miracles and by gifts of the Holy Spirit according to His own will. (Hebrews 2: 3-4)

William Branham’s strength was that he walked in the spirit realm unlike any person since the Apostle Paul. So what was his weakness?

(Continued in Part 5)

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What is Your Option “A” for Healing? (Part 3)

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By modern preaching standards, William Branham (1909 – 1965) would be considered a backwoods hick. His poor command of the English language and cheap, ill-fitting suits would not endear him to today’s glamor-seeking YouTube audiences.

But yet, this humble son of poverty stricken parents  recorded 35,000 miracles for his ministry in 1947.

And if you are wondering whether Branham’s miracles were real or not, read Gordan Lindsay‘s book, A Man Sent From God. This same Gordan Lindsay eventually went on to found one of the finest Bible schools in America, Christ for the Nations.

Another man who was profoundly changed by Branham’s ministry was T.L Osborn. He and his wife, Daisy, had returned from a missionary trip to India in 1947. They were defeated and ready to quit when the two attended a Branham meeting in Portland, OR.

As Osborn sat in the audience, he saw William Branham turn a severely cross-eyed girl around to face the audience. Next, Branham prayed for the little girl. Her eyes were miraculously straightened out as everyone watched on.

Then, Osborn heard heavenly voices say to him, “You can do that! You can do that!”

T. L. Osborn and his wife returned to the mission fields renewed and refreshed, and then preached to millions of unreached people in over 90 countries. They preached daily to crowds of 20,000 to 300,000 people and had astounding miracles, even more than Branham ever had.

Before continuing, there are those who look at William Branham’s ministry and only see his latter years when his doctrines slipped into deep  error. They label him a false prophet and a heretic and ignore the nine years when his ministry was at the forefront of the Healing Revival.

I do not endorse Branham’s teachings on Oneness (“Jesus Only”), Seed of the Serpent, No Eternal Hell and countless other off-the-wall doctrines. But I think what Frank Viola wrote in his book, From Eternity to Here,  is apropos to Branham’s healing ministry:

I would like to ask you to pause and think of the most horrible day you ever lived. The day when you did something you deeply regret. You can take great comfort in this one fact: Your heavenly Father saw that day when He chose you in His Son before time….And it did not keep Him from choosing us in Christ to be His own. (From Eternity to Here, Frank Viola, pp. 71)

We Christians can all throw rocks at Branham’s teaching errors, but there is one thing no one has been able to do since him. And that is, match his miraculous works of healing. He was the real deal!

Even today, William Branham is still considered the father of the Healing Revival.

So, what was it about William Branham and his ministry that made it so unique as compared to Smith Wigglesworth, John Lake or Kathryn Kuhlman?

(Continued in Part 4)

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I’d Like to Prophesy…But* (Part 9)

A Updated Rerun Series

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What is the price for rising above entry level prophesying?

5. Humility

“The world has yet to see what God can do with a man who doesn’t care who gets the credit.” (Dwight L. Moody)

If I had to pick just one character trait which Jesus is longing to see in us prophetic people, it would be humility. And yet, this seems to be the hardest one for us to attain.

Let’s say, you are on a platform with a microphone in your hand. You look into the audience and see a woman.  There’s nothing remarkable about her, but you instantly know something.

You point at her. “Your prayers are about to be answered,” you say, “that man you have been praying about for years and years is coming back into your life. Buy a wedding dress.”

The woman breaks down and cries. She raises her hands and shouts, “Thank you Jesus!”

Afterward, you find out the woman has been praying for her ex-husband. She believes they will be remarried, but everyone, including her pastor,  has told her she’s nuts. They say that her ex-husband will never, ever change his ways.

Six months later, you are invited to the wedding of the woman and her ex-husband. The man had an experience with the Lord and was instantly changed.

This actually happened to me, and countless other ones like it.

Pretty heady stuff, right?

Today, as I look back at the guy who held that microphone and spoke those words, I cringe and shudder. I hate him. I hate his pride, his arrogance, his thinking that he was the man who prayed, fasted and heard God for other people. I don’t even like to remember the time period because I am so ashamed of that man.

But let’s be honest, okay? I still give prophetic words. So, what’s changed in me?

“I remember the day and the place where I died.” (Katherine Kuhlman)

Maybe, Kuhlman was fortunate enough to completely die to all of her pride on just one day, but I wasn’t.  I can take you to street corners where parts of me died. Or to dumpsters where I crawled into searching for cans so I could collect the nickel deposits on them. Or to jobs I failed at. Or to countless other experiences where my heart was crushed.

Am I a perfect example of humility now? No! No! No! No!

But I am no longer the same guy who held the microphone and spoke the words to that lady…and I pray that I never will be like him again.

Humility takes time, lots of it. It is an ongoing work in my life, one which I continually struggle with; and yet, I embrace it.

(This series will be continued in the future.)

*I have used the word prophesy in a general sense to denote prophecy, words of knowledge and words of wisdom (1 Corinthians 12: 8-10).

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